I really want to express how the way you do everything is the way you do everything.
If you hold on to the idea of what you are doing, to make it perfect, you will never really be doing it and it never will be.
Then you will run around seeking approval, to tell you it is ok, maybe at some point you get lucky at what you do, in the way that you do it and these people that you meet tell you that what you have is done is ok, that you are a success. So you feel validated and relieved by this.
Now you have money some success, fame, but are running around trying to identify the people to please and the ones that you want to say to you, it's all ok.
This will never end and the growing fear of getting it wrong, of not being accepted or praised, or rewarded will swell and swell.
What seems from afar like freedom, is a complete utter prison and if you look at the expressions on so many successful people, if you look into their eyes, really look, you can see, your instinct will show you just how scared they are.
How scared they are of everything.
So then how else do you truly be creative?
It is simple, it's in everything that you do, from getting out of bed, to opening a door, to the smile that you project outwards, allow for that flowing feeling in everything, creativity in all things,
To understand that this is all one continuous movement, that we are all just the paint ricochet from the beginning of existence, just paint bouncing off each surface, creating new paint drops that then bounce and spread with each interaction.
That this is all one continuous shape of mastery.
If you can truly see that, then you will never sit down to be creative again, never worry about it, you will be creative in all your living moments, then when you do express yourself in what ever way you wish to. What you do will be imbued in that creative energy that is flowing through you.
If you let go it will be there, you will feel it, the pipe will be open, and that it never has to close, unless you wish it to.
And as the way you do everything is creative, flowing and open in all movements, then what you put down, what you put out there, will always be the work that should be put down, that should be done.
If you cultivate creativity completely in all parts of your life, then it can’t help but come out, you can’t help but grow, you can't help but put into the world what needs to be put into the world.